going, going, gone c R a z Y !!!

i never thought i would go through with it. i had an exam this morning, and instead of studying, i went out last sunday with my roommates and yesterday with my dad. i even attended my cousin's wedding. (that was yesterday, too.) i went home at 4am and studied til 6. the exam was at 12.30 but i woke up at 9. then i went to school to cram, but to no avail. 30 minutes after the exam started, i was done. and i had nothing short of an answer on my paper. i really felt bad so i left school as soon as i finished the exam and got a hold of my project documentation from my reader. and i have been in front of the pc since. i'm supposed to be working on my lab report for my biomedical engineering class, but i can't seem to make my brain function. instead, i decided to defragment my hard drive and i went for a walk. i even ended up in church, and i listened to the homily of the 6pm mass. then i went to buy something to munch while tolling the night away - my lab report is due tomorrow, and i'm still stuck with nothing in my head. of course, i think i would rather go to bed. this is just so depressing. i thought i left the campus yesterday to get away from it all - my friends at school, my roommates, my academic life... but now that i'm back, it's like i never left at all. worse, i'm so deep in sh*t i don't know how to get out. i don't even know how i got in. please, oh please give me peace.